Muffin in the Mirror

Hello! Some of you may know me from my other blog Little Owl's Handmade...sometimes my posts may reflect on each blog but this blog is for an entirely different reason.

You see I am in a love/hate relationship...with myself. I love who I am on the inside. I see myself as this tough girl take no krap for anyone kind of person. I am full of passion for life. I love trying new things even if they scare me. You could say at times I'm a little dare devil. I'm creative. I care whole heartedly for the people in my life. I'm a loyal friend. I don't cheat, steal, do drugs, or any of that.

However, the only person who can bring me down is myself, and I do it every time I look in the mirror. At 5'1 and a little over 200lbs I'm a squat little chubby muffin. I don't know what it is. I can take others commenting on my weight to my face and I'm like **pish** whatever your just jealous cause I'm curvy. But then I look at myself and I don't like what I see.....

This is me this past Christmas.

I know I'm not... "that bad" but I'm bad enough to not like myself and it'll only get worse if I don't try to change things now.


SOOOOOOOOOOOO... this is my blog to chronicle my journey to getting to a place where I am happy with myself on the inside and the outside. I hope you'll stop by time to time and share your thoughts and goals with me.